just as i am getting used to the organized chaos, the positive energy, unbridled laughter and mess these two bring...they leave. another trip to the long beach airport at 6am. my life as an emotional roller coaster is alive and well. i will be lost for a day or so. i will hopefully snap out of it by tomorrow and get back on track. however, today i will just sulk, make their beds and pick up after them.
one of the perks of being a mother.