i am secretly vain. obsessed with how i am aging, and when and if i will tire easily from walking up stairs and have trouble getting out of bed. i have been reminded, "there are only so many summers left". not once did i ever imagine i would be this old. and i never ever thought about the realities of life i would be experiencing now. lifes constant is change...just glad everyone is aging at my same rate, and you know its bad when that miracle lift thing that is advertised on tv, looks intriguing. maybe one day i will get the courage to mess with my face.