yes...the anti blogger

thats my name.

don't know whats wrong.

so here it is january, and i need to post at least one christmas photo.

so i will limit myself to one.

i think this says it all.

and its aenons birthday today.

born 24 years ago.

i love you, my red girl.

till the end of time.

so i am the anti blogger...

lately.

but that needs to change.

so funny how sometimes i can't wait to blog about some dumb thing

that happens, then i cannot seem to muster up any

enthusiasm at all to write about even the good stuff.

i think the wind has gone out of my sails.

been knocked on my butt a little.

since toby died.

there i wrote it.

having a hard time with this one, i will admit.

my life is very different.

and empty.

so.

i went to the beach today.

all by myself.

 i like being by myself.

maybe that is good.

maybe that is bad.

not sure.

but for now 

 im going with it.